Nerves.

Well, I should be studying for finals right now.  I'm sitting in the library, thinking. I'm thinking about what's coming up for me.  In two days, I'll find out which dorm I'll be assigned to for RA.  I'm a little nervous about this just because I don't know where I'm going to be, who I'll be working with, and how God will use me to reach others with this position.  Being an RA is a challenging task.  Some people don't think I'm up for the job.  I say BRING IT ON!

I know that God's got me where He wants me.  This is an awesome opportunity for me to grow in my faith and put my trust in Him.  You know, I hope that I can't do this job.  I hope that it's so difficult for me that I daily ask for His help.  We often forget that we can't do it alone.
I'm also nervous about finals, but more importantly this summer.  I'm going to be a Summer Missionary for the Covington County Baptist Association.  I'll be helping smaller churches in our county with things like VBS and Outreach.  THIS will test me, I know.  I believe, though, that God has me where He wants me, and that He's got things under control.  I just have to continuously remind myself of that truth.  I'm also nervous about Josh and I being away from each other again.  It's been a year since we've really done the long-distance thing.  This summer will be interesting. I know we will persevere, but it will be challenging.

Ha! Seems like I've got some pretty big things ahead.  And, finals on my butt!!  I know that He is with me and He won't let me falter. Thank you, Lord!